In the mist of my storm, there was a bit of sunshine that shined in.   I got married  to a beautiful man and was living an good life in Atlanta. I was of course still mournig and was depressed a lot, but Wellington understood and was by my side through the good and the not so good. ( thank you for that baby…I love you) so anyway, Two years had passed since the day we got married. When I got home from work I received some very unexpected news. I learned that my mom had passed. This was another shock. My mom was very close to me and was another person helping through the stuggles in my life. She constantly encouraged me to give it all to God.  So when she died I felt as if I were alone in this world. Everybody I loved so dearly was leaving me. The only question I had for God was WHY????? I know we are not to question him but I wanted answers and I wanted them now.I adventually got them but not when I wanted them.  I enrolled in school trying to occupy my mind, find someone to talk to. I realized what I was really doing was running from God. instead of turning to him for comfort I was turning to man. Well, man let me down QUICK and I was hurt yet again. I finally surrendered and I let go and let GOD.

Psalms 118:8- For it is better to trust and take refuge in the Lord than to put confidence in man.